Poetry 2009-2013
At Night in the Quiet
there’s confusion cutting short
many things i wish to say
but there’s no one here
to lend an ear
so i’ll speak no words today
in the frequency of change
i will try to decide my mind
but when i lose the plot
and then cannot
i will not beg rewind
the mythical the proverbial
coming to
but with nothing as yet i agree
and however it goes
nobody knows
it will have to carry on without me
the fog of activity fades
and at night quiet i listen
but thought will concede
and i therefore believe
no answer shall ever be given
reality is a mirror
but it is not faced before my eyes
i’ve gone for a ride
around the outside
to author an oeuvre of lies
Automotivated
a verminous cartel
does dare attack
to secure prosperity
in fields of black
as antique fairytales
stand defiant
the swede does pray
for a world of science
the grocer’s fluorescence
is always set
to help the suit
so blind forget
when it plucks the cans
from where they came
it’ll dump them out
all the same
a grave automated
automotive home
how many so many
one can own
a splendorous black
safety does guzzle
to keep human asleep
in its permanent muzzle
See Without Speaking
oh sweetheart
won’t you let all of these contrivances be
can you not see
without speaking
yourself here drinking coffee with me
oh darling
won’t you let live this morning out
can we not shout within ourselves
all about
those overwhelming injustices
we’ve pouted together before
shall we more
rejoice in delight
in the quiet sight
of one another
oh my dear
it is quite alright
to let this worldly sphere gloss past
to lay so lacksidaisily
against the mossy rocks
in the overgrown grass
of all our lost
split second recollections
and last thoughts
detailing our intentions
oh sweetheart
let us not keep curtailing our attentions away
in scrupulous correction
this morning
let us say nothing
for our love shall deliver direction
In the Moment of Time
is it just me
or can we not see
the end that slowly draws near
our stories unfold
going quiet, untold
and with morals never quite clear
so
we wait for the days
when our lovers do say
lets drink and sleep through dawn
killing off time
believing its fine
that our lives can siren no song
i know that it is
rather hard to resist
believing we’ll last beyond
but it is harder to know
where life can go
when we accept that it cannot be gone
so
we wait for the days
when our lovers do say
lets drink and sleep through dawn
killing off time
believing its fine
that our lives can siren no song
is it just i
who then shall try
to secure peace in this moment
thinking of nowhere
neither joyous nor scared
but sedated by the love that shows it
well
i’ll wait for the days
when our lovers do say
let’s drink and then sleep through dawn
killing off time
believing its fine
that our lives can siren no song
Ode to Miss Mister Unromantic
with spite in every thought
i seem to move in fear
when only your tongue motions
can my mind bear to hear
and concentration recoils
can you intervene
medicinal words of Eros
put to my mind like cream
cure this pending danger
i imagine for myself
jeopardize my worry
with a cunning tending stealth
shaman of delivery
i am in anxious paralysis
can you now prescribe
your flush analysis
the exploit of my merit
is the burden of rejection
will you bring the needle
of your saintly acquiescence
perhaps now you can help
for only peril can i see
the potion of delusion
is now all that i can drink
i put forth to the airwaves
a signal for your attention
to rescue me from my hermitage
within this naïf dimension
Morning in Petrichor
i want you
to lead me
through the speaking of language
so delicate and gentle
so peaceful and clear
so adorning and resolute
that the syllables escape from my conscience
in the haste
of fleeing tortured prisoners
our synchronous tones of subtle clarity
will be as theirs
emerging into the sharp light
of morning in petrichor
with these pronunciations
you and i shall liberate
undisturbed elations
arousing vibrations of freedom
and before these emanating frequencies climax
there is no room for hesitation
and our words will shock
and our phrases will stupefy
and our voices will neutralize the awkward paces
of life in uncertainty
at this stalling juncture
whilst your serene stare severs
my episode of insecure glancing
into reality
a new time and rhyme
our uttering shall puncture
the stuttering will rupture the moment
as far and as wide
as it hangs
Glory Radio
i will believe
that you are human
not moth
when you recite to me
the cost
of checking your phone
for nothing more
than its luminance
its true that
it is lovelier
the light of my eyes
though I cannot describe
why
with nothing but dark
lying behind
smile up to me
with something far more fantastic
than a desire to entertain
your plastic covered granite
feel free to fill my absence
with magnificent illustrations of love
as you have imagined
Futures at Peace
on the eve
before one receives
an encounter with distant kin
one recollects quite precisely
what one has been
well
one has been one
who would give hugs to strangers
and pounds to the vagrants
sleeping in pavement mangers
quite so
one has been one
who has toured
the absurd dangers of the atlas
and been captured in psychedelic chambers of madness
one has been one
who in the sadness of imprisonment
would find gladness in the bewilderment of it all
oh yes for certain
one has been such
to have been tried and found guilty
for lazing around thoughts
of milky ways of life
one has been shackled
to taught tethered nausea
and blurred vision
one was brought before the exorcists of wisdom
and one did
after the concession of their disbelief
concede one’s own
one the eve
before one receives
and expresses an epic affection
one conceives rather imaginatively
of tidal waves of change
whose overwhelming shadows
pain the graves of one’s pain
and frame fantastic figures
of futures at peace
where all angers cease
and released are all suspicions
forever relieved
are the conditions of malevolence
the spiteful and the contemptuous impose
Digital Me
catch a glimpse
of digitally compressed me
when i’m in the drive
i’m bits of a celebrity
the tricks of this memory
hit like electricity
through gelatinous circuitry
when within some skull
i am perceived as real
in the shimmering
and as the glittering light
you may steal a feel
of my momentary virtuality
and comprise one strong duality
of explanation
for i am but something
only in your imaginations
Treatment
as appearing as
this spectricity
as grass upon the pavement
as endearing as
such eccentricities
they likely shall decay
as being our arrangements
our engagements with the entrance codes
and the gatekeeper creatures
goads and exhubertrances
its advances which turn us away in our attentions
our histories wither
as witness to
the quarries of campaign
for malfunction preventions
and law treatments
demanding justice
for this season’s
bloom of epidemia
Shocks Across Spacetime
if you close your eyes
i shall be erased
though from out of the darkness
will my pulse be traced
in perfect contours
as spectrums of neon noise
and if you chose me just right
your nervous system will shutter
from my gaze so poised upon you
but the sight shall display
for both of us the same
if we now press our lips again together
a shock shall freeze spacetime
and we’ll everlast forever
Celebration
Can you come now to me?
showering confetti
making me think it’s a birthday
hoping not to forget you
and you’ll politely reassure
its simply a party
extracting all my worry
to replace with celebration
When you come close to me
pressing in gently
I’m absolutely frantic
tugging the floral lay around your neck
Your eyes grip all my caution
making me nauseous
your hips sway with the music
as I try not to pause
How close here you are to me
shining so brightly
the room becoming humid
dusty with commotion
We’re stapled to our senses
and slightly demented
ignoring arriving guests
insulting their impressions
Stay close always to me
departing slightly
when you dream of other suitors
on dance floor party dens
I promise not to be jealous
when I’m rotting inside
a stupefied numbskull drone
on the days that you left me alone
So now come close to me
its time to party
departing from all my worry
when I look into your eyes